Unaccomplished and unproductive? Or accomplished and productive!

I can't believe how time goes by so fast, it's crazy how I am nine months already. It seems like yesterday that I found out I was pregnant, and thinking how far February is and how long it will take to get there. Usually times goes by when your busy and productive, but I wasn't even so busy or productive do to the fact of my pregnancy. Because I had such a hard time in the begging of my pregnancy I had to put my carrier on hold, I was hopping to get back to it when I got better, but my health was to unpridtable and I became unreliable.

There's was a few aspects of my job that made it almost impossible to work during my pregnancy. My job required me to do a lot of talking, and in the beginning of my pregnancy I was even to weak to talk. Beside for being weak, almost every time I opened my mouth I would grab a bag and gag hopping not to barf. How unprofessional would it be if I was sitting in a meeting and gagging every few minutes. My job also required a lot of traveling, and some days I couldn't even sit because of back pain and when I'm in the car its even worst. (still hurts in the car) But like I said it was someday, not all, but I wouldn't know till that day if I was able to or not and my job needed a lot of scheduling involved. 

It's not easy putting your life on hold so u can have 9m of sick days, sitting in bed in pjs all day isn't as fun anymore. I get anxious and restless to get out somedays even though I'm not feeling great at all. Now that the I'm almost done I look back and wonder what I did all this time, And it's not that much at all. I worried, I cried, I laughed, I complained, I cooked, I cleaned. I slept, I slept, I slept, and I complained how I don't sleep, because most of my sleep time I get is in the day. But even though it kinda feels so unacomplishing, my baby gives me alittle kick and it suddenly becomes the most productive months of my life! I am creating a life inside of me, I am pregnant and we all know it's not the easiest thing, so it's the most accomplishing and productive thing I could have been doing.

The next time someone asks me what I did these last few months I won't feel guilty, and say nothing. I can say I was busy being pregnant and taking care of myself. For me to put my life on hold to make sure my baby and I will be healthy, that's accomplishing, that's something I should be proud to say I did these past few months, and I shouldn't feel guilty about it.

If anyone of you are in a similar situation then me, and is feeling kinda down and ashamed, it's time we don't be. We have so much to look forward to when it's over, we will have accomplished so much, we will have created a human, and how is that not accomplishing?

This is what we accomplished! 

Here's what to look for in up coming posts!

Profile!

What not to say to pregnant women! 

How is your health?

Baby registries!  

Babies heart beat!

Interviews!

Product reviews!

The advantage of exercise!

and much much more!

Happy Motherhood!!